Milieu of Me

Okay so I’m alone with myself.  The boy is playing around and I am out typing away and honestly….grieving.  It’s easier to do with Grant away.  I give myself permission easier.
I’m not pregnant yet, and i hope my little post didn’t give anyone a start when I was talking about babies.  I’m just trying to [...]

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There are times where it chokes me.  The realization I’m not a mother of one…but of three.  When I look around for them.  When I think, wait….feel something missing, and go about my remedial day.
I remember after my nephew died, waking up each day and feeling like, “Oh okay…Hello.” And then realizing my nephew was [...]

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has been taken by his Grandma and Grandpa.  They were supposed to come hang out with us, but instead they took the wee one back to Iowa with them until Wednesday.
We told Grant this morning (while my mom and dad were at the hotel still) that he was going to go with Grandma and Grandpa’s [...]

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