Okay, welllll……….My husband just left for St. Paul and the saga begins I guess. Feels weird and I am not quite sure things have sunk in quite yet. I am sure ya’all will be so excited to see me whining about how lonely I am on this thing but I guess you don’t have to read this if you don’t like it. 
Ha.
I’ve cleaned the house up, and now am just sitting here watching TV kinda. It’s so bizarre to me. I guess it’d be safe to say the boy and I have holed ourselves up since tying the knot. I guess we’ve always kinda been that way, kinda but I really thought maybe this wouldn’t be too bad because of that. I thought I would enjoy the time to myself, and I’d get one more stab of independence. I think I got married for a reason. Oh well…I’ll adjust. It’s just strange to be half of something and then not be. We’ve been making these plans for so long now….breaking free of home and everything associated with it to be who we really are. I guess this is just part of the process. Maybe I will actually graduate since I will have nothing to do but homework.
Anyhoo, find out soon if we have a place to live in the cities, and I am really excited. The days I spent there last week were SO fun, and now looking back I think it’s REALLY going to work out great. If we get this place we’ll be completely in the burbs, but close enough to everything that I can function normally. Now I my next goal is to get on somewhere I can do something psychologically related, because that’s what I love/ REALLY want to do.
Now if I can figure out how to explain to the cats where the boy is I would be a much happier person. Mandy has not quit whining and doing laps since he left. Gizmo is even kinda doing it, don’t know if they understand or just know that I’m upset. They are such funny little things. I didn’t know I was going to get little people when I got cats.
Anyway Britney is on TV so I am going to immerse myself in that. Woo-hoo.
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